Lyrics /// Sanoitukset

Between the loneliness

Freedom and time and tiktaktoe
freedom of consciense is so slow
choise you make and you throw it away
all you need is here so go

Throw your dize and lies and how many times do I have to say
Beating and cheating and defeating your love is not ok

Between the loneliness

Follow or go away
would you live your life between the loneliness

Hurting and burning all what you got suffering grows destruction bad
I gotta i wanna play the game of shadows makes me mad
what the hell happens in your head now when you raise your fist again
desbite of my lies and my bad times i despite all in the way

Don't throw it away
follow me

Don't let it be

All the damage you have seen drifts you far away
All the politicians make you scream
Every news flash hurts you every day

Is there something to try for
Something to fight for
Something to try more and more
Die more and more
Don´t let it be
Try more, fight more
Don´t let it be

Will they ever change their rules
Will the violence continue forever
The more you shout the more we hear
The more we hear the more we care of what you say
the more we care the more we help
the more we help the more is fair

City saviour

You are the killing machine
you are the powerful god
you are everything i've ever wanted
you don't have to succeed
you don't have to proceed
you are the best just the way you are

Don't ever care of what they're saying
ignore all the bastards and you're alright
don't ever say to me that you're worthless
and you'll now you'll be the city saviour

Don't ever stop what you got
feel the feawer so sharp
dance till the end go grazy with me
hatred grows when they eat it
be yourself and you beat it
you look so good go grazy with me

Servant

sanity has left me along the years
I have dried all my fragile tears
at first you give and then you get
be a servant and you won't regret

talk to me
shine and the world will shine with you
talk to me
keep on trying and you'll be rewarded too

people are looking for happiness
realise it's all inside of them
too many let their fear burn themselves alive
dono't believe what they say
take care of yourself

your something
i'm dreaming of the truth

come what may we still say don't give up
do you know how it feels like?

Fragile

Do you remember when you said to me that you will never leave me
that you can't go on with your life without me
do you remember when you said to me that your whole world is me
that you can't get me out of your head even in your sleep

I loved you and I needed you and put all my faith in you
I did every little thing what you wanted me to do
it was very nice of you, too, to pretend to love me like you do
you made me feel like I'm a total fool

nowadays in my nights anger and pity are fighting
all the useless nights I look stars and skies
your face my only sight

thank you girl
sucker sucker
and my world is going towards an ending
thank you for ripping my heart out
I am so fragile
thank you for breaking my belief

this is how the story goes
you ended this supposedly big show
I'm trying to act like I'm not completely insane
I'm catching the wind, and going to breath fresh air while I'm seeking the way
to my existence

Revenge

I got these pills to take and why it's getting so hard to fake,
why this messy world shakes me, I gotta escape
I need a stronger shot and I need a higher dose
I need kick in the head and dingdingdong

I'm gonna get you I'm after you
my feelings are so true
and cocooned in you

I'll get my revenge my revenge
get back at you
I will put my faith in you
so don't be mute just make a move

I'm falling down I'm going underground back to the place where I was before
I'm a half a man of this handsome man who was a star of
this damn band
I need something to do

sometimes it feels that I don't have anything in here
sometimes it feels that I can't help anyone
keep up the faith I said and you run away with fear
why do you need your fear?
do to others as you would want them to do to you

Thunder

Everyday we wear all clothes of life upside down
we break them down and how does it sound:
ignorence, I don't care, selfishness, we have welfare
but this song is for you

dickhead, there ain't anything else to say
next step will be as far as your brains
busted and you shout loud but nobody listens

everyday we have a chance to make things right
everyday we can change the world and smile
I don't want, it's not fun, I don't think, it's too hard
and this song is for you

with the eyes wide shut you can see much better world

White fellows

It's fucking crazy how much meat we eat in this world right now
and how much animals we kill cause rich man wants new look
it's fucking crazy how much energy we use, could be much less
and what's the point of buying all this stuff what we never use?

Feel
it's all what i ever want to do
ice grows over running water
feel
it's only way to find the truth
only way to break the pattern

it's fucking crazy that we do all the things what the big men say
and how much slavery it cause, we can't see them so fuck them all
we have stolen all that what we have and we won't pay it back
these freaks are happy and duty-free, we've all what we need

we are white and they've wrong colour
black or yellow, we're white fellows
negros, afros, we are patriots

Winter 95

Left the door open just in case you would return
you took my life with your body and they burned
i thought you're mine but everybody dies
nobody can own others i thougt so and that's mistake

No light like your eyes in the night
like an angel you give us light
your burning candle lights me up

No more smile stareyes
all that took winter 95
My dreams and beliefs haven't died
you take care of my loving fight

you always sang badly but no-one so gladly
it's understood whatever you did it could be the last one
i have my stories and all of memories
but after you died i realised nobody understands me

Would you wanne be the city saviour

Passion

Start a fire start riot
do everything to open up their eyes
Start a battle and angels like you
do anything to make them ever believe

i know it's hard to trust anyone but you should not lose your faith

smile
this is your time so stop ruing your life
don't you cry
strong ones succeed so let's fight with all instincs

create a vision create a religion
obey your dreams and angels spread your seeds

smile
use your ambition to make hard decisions
don't you cry
you need your passion and you'll find your answers

in my deepest fears i'm losing you
oh my system
am i losing you?
all alone we're seeking for the truth

whatever you do smile

Bad karma

Didn't you know we'll take you down
why, we don't know providers told us so
when markets are gods don't try to question

we see you there
oh you look so dead and sad
we'll bring freedom
don't worry we are not so bad

we are so anxious to set you free from your bad culture
we show you how we feel depression cause we give you so much
you should start to pray for us but you don't even wanna learn from us

here is our freedom
shut up this is democracy
listen to shots preventing

Fronesis

This is the song for those who don't succeed
this is the song for those who don't get what they need
and i'm trying to explain we need way more of what we say
if we really wanna help why don't we use our perfect young minds

pillow for you who aren't next to me cause that is all she needs
and world can't give you more cause we are so wrong
money is our way to solve out the problems but it won't
it never goes to the right doors

is anyone ready to give one's own welfare to another
that one can go on and we here we can pretend that we're good citizens
we can a present at least once a year to our best friend

watching the mirror
are you satisfied with your life?
are you really perfect?

The song for a girl who has no feelings

My life is so empty here without you
and all the things you said
my life is so torn apart when you're not around
and all mistakes we made

you create the monster, I did rest of it
it is just too easy to go and give up
I am not the looser, I'm the one who has feelings
it's all about it

cry cry your heart out and you'll be best of me
now I just die
fight fight for your life and you'll die with a smile
the girl who has no feelings

I won't save you tonight
I won't save the girl who has no feelings

Why

Just cause your paranoid it doesn't mean I envy you
I'm gonna be a better human and have fun
I'm trying to be angel's lungs,
your moves your words not your guns

but why do we have this greed and all this suffer indeed?
I know nothing really matters
and when will fade all this tears?
I can't be happy with these fears
selfish people ruing the world
nothing really matters

just cause I'm paranoid it doesn't mean a thing
I'm gonna eat your sickness and your black wings within
and when I'm dead I'm gonna find the way
to your heart your soul to your enemy's bones

and now you're looking for someone to hold your head up
you wanna me to love you more
use your self-confidence and don't you give up
don't let it go and I live more

Signature

Be what you are and obey what you feel
then you will find your way to a better place

we got the power we got the attitude
we rock you too
we do it louder we make some new
we rock you too

we maybe have only this day so use your brains
do those things what you could to do for the better days

time just goes by and you're sitting there
time we need time to hold our hands to care to help to share
so let them fly let your dreams just fly far away
upon the sky

You create the pain

I don't love you anymore I don't feel anything
I just cried my pain away until I felt nothing

you create the pain
and it's quite ok
but I think it's too late
but how much you do for love?

you are a sassy sasser
polluted hypocrite
you're my master illusion
you make me love my pain

if I could hear the voice of my love my ears would bleed right from
the start there's so much pain in our heads but try remember to believe
and don't forget that you are one of a kind and you have one
life so live it

Touches

Touches of our love you can see in our hearts
we are meant to be together
I'll make your world look so bright,
beautiful, strong and kind
we will be now and forever

on your lips I taste love
I'm so scared of, I'm so calm
you have blessed me, you're so in me

when the sun is going down we are going to rise up,
we set us free, that's the way it will be

would you fly with me through the night to tomorrow?
together out of the sorrow
this is the highlight of my night
this is the moment that I've been waiting for
you're my dream come true, that's for sure

you're so beautiful that I can't even sleep
you're so beautiful that I can't even breathe

Fire

I've been acting like you're air to me
I've been a nasty boy in a spiteful way

like a fool I've tried to be
the biggest god in every single day

you made me beautiful but I have been running far away from your shadows
I played hard and full and now it's very hard to breathe without your lovely smile

fire, I'm so full of you
I just cry all my nights and there's nothing left to do
fire, I burn like deepest truth
giving up is all I got but I beg you come back soon

I promised you I'd be so nice
and always be by your side

I'm the slave of my lies
I betrayed you like a cold night

your touch on my skin would make me be an angel and a devil without sin
my heartache will leave only if you forgive me and you'll come back to me

I promised you I'd be nice and always be by your side,
I'm the slave of my lies I am like a cold night

Breathe

Hey wait, do it now now now when I am so lost and gone
hey wait, don't you cry for me my angel, don't bring monsters to feed

my love I lent my lugns
keep breathing till I'm gone
you are the only thing I live for in this world
my love lent your lugns
I breathe till your gone
I am the only thing you live for in this world

hey wait, I have to escape away, far away from here
hey wait, I am trying to get inside of you before I disappear

do I need something here, something more than you, you, you, you
the only thing I do
do you need something here, something more than me, me, me, me
the only thing you do

Forbidden fruit

Get your fucking face away from me
I don't need your friends to comfort me
your life is full of crap and filthy needles
don't you ever come back to me

you are so pathetic and insane
so take a look around and go away
I´m so much healthier than you my friend
I am going higher every day

I am forbidden fruit for all the girls
you can't push me down with your words

if I was you I´d take my own life away
forget all the things you´ve done to me
the world is screaming out my name
and I sink into a trip and fade away

My rebell yell

Let's face the facts that we got
we got more problems than guts
I can't take all that shit what they're giving to me
information overload, a bullet in my brains

you're so cold and frustrating
hookers who say "pay yours in me"
you're so flexible, strong and beautiful
your capacity is much more than this world

where the hell are you running?
are you too busy for living?
I find my way out of this big shit

I won't break never again
won't break, this is my rebell yell
won't break, I'd rather die than be your slave

you are the fucking machines
inconvenient, stressful diseases
you're going to rule the world, break the world,
shake the world, make the world, create the world
I wanna fly

Frozen iron

like sugar in rain I felt the pain coming back again,
insane but a same kind of sound from the drain but they,
they just laugh and they can´t understand and they spit in my face when they see me crash

all the days of the human race have been full of lies, I dispise.
all the days in my case I´ve been trying to move I´ve been trying to change

we are striking frozen iron. constantly we´re going higher
from cradle to grave seeking for something better. we don´t see what we have

like a poison in my blood they won´t stop, they eat me ´till I drop on top
and I´m tough but I got to give up. impossible to say to walk your own way,
unstopable the system we are in

I have to be a rebel and go and be against the flow
don´t care about me I´m finally free. you can know it all: we can win or die
I want to make a change I want to survive


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